Saturday, April 22, 2006

so many insights from so many people

Grabe. It's overwhelming how I get to meet lots of
insightful and interesting people in just a span of a few days.
I feel blessed that I find myself attempting to capture all these
precious insights that I do not want to forget.

InSightS
1) From M. Luz of DepEd during his speech at the College of Social Sciences and Philosopy (CSSP)of the University of the Philipines April 2006

a. There is a need for the Philippines to find a universal language - and definitely it should not just be Tagalog. To quote from him, Cebuano is the most used dialect in the Philippines. He gave Malaysia as a model for the integration of dialects. In Malaysia, they use Bahasa but with integration of their other dialects. I realized how this is very true. Only Metro Manila and the surrounding provinces use Tagalog. Even in Northern Luzon, there are other dialects. Most people in Mindanao use Cebuano I think. I honestly feel envious of how some people are good in speaking Bisaya. I want to learn myself. M Luz, says how English then becomes the unifying factor among the provinces because of the differences in the dialect, which is quite sad. Instead of doing that, why not adapt words from dialects to be part of our universal language?

b. Even before proposing this, M Luz mentioned how Charter Change is NOT JUST the solution to the problem. TO change the form is not to solve a deeper underlying problem.

c. Importance of primary education. Did you know that we are the only country that requires only 10 years of education before going to college (6 yrs in grade school and 4 yrs. in high school for public schools) compared to 14 years in private schools.

d. The eight rays of the sun in the Philippine flag is so not Nationalistic! The 8 rays only stands for 8 TAGALOG provinces who fought against the Spaniards. Mindanao was never conquered. No Visayan province is included in the 8 rays. How sad is that?!

2. From RD: Do not expect others to be like you because they're not...but sometimes it's hard not to have those expectations especially if you're an older sister or brother. You would want the best for them but it does not mean that the best for them is what you want them to be or experience.

3. It is true: what you learn with pleasure you will never forget. [I will expound later on since I'm rushing already. I need to rest]

4. It's not about your ability. It's about how hard you work for something

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

oooh Math! =p

Hehe I've been quite busy these days.
I've had lots of adventures.
I haven't found time to write but I will, one of these days.

Sagada was refreshing and enchanting.

I'm having fun learning how to teach Math creatively!
=)
I have some tricky questions...comment if you want to guess how to solve it. And if you're correct, I'll give you donuts! =p haha

Question 1: There are five apples in a basket and there are five girls. What would you do so that each girl will get an apple and there will be an apple left in the basket?

Question 2: What number remains five even if three letters are removed?

Question 3: Show that 1/2 of thirteen is eight

That's it for now.
I'm supposedly in busybee mode! =p

Friday, April 14, 2006

Letting Go

It's so hard to find yourself out of your comfort zone
much less to go intentionally out of your comfort zone.

I've been bothered. [I realized although I get annoyed
when my sister goes on blabbing about her 'soulmate,'
maybe I, myself, have subconsciously believed in that.]

But, enough is enough. I cannot go on holding on to something
that cannot be certain. I cannot remain closed just because
I fear getting confused. I cannot make the decision for him or
for anyone else except myself.

Jesus said "It is finished" after facing all the hardships and
pain. I know I will still meet pain and suffering but I realized
it would be more meaningful if I wasn't holding on to a ghost
but a reality, a truth that I find in my heart. I do not want to
continue dreaming and assuming. Neither will I just walk away.
I will let things take it's course wherever it will take me, wherever my heart will take me
and whoever's heart I will discover.
I shouldn't be stiff. I should let it flow [just like in taichi class]

Right now, what is important is to put my heart into
everything I have decided to do even if it will
ask me to go out of my comfort zone.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Headache

I need to stop thinking.
I need to listen more.
I need to stop what I am doing
and be on reflective mode.

I don't know exactly what's bothering me.
I just find myself oh so sleepy.
[To the point that I'm rhyming already!]

I remember what I used to say,
sleeping is my coping mechanism.
What am I coping with?
I don't know, lots of things to mention.

I need silence.
I need to recollect my thoughts.
My soul is seeking.
I am lost.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

mixed emotions, lots of insights

I've experienced so much.
I've gained new insights.

I am distracted but I have to focus.

It's not just about me and what I want.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Nostalgia & the Future

;)

There have been lots of changes the past year.
I've missed and longed for the past.
I miss old friends. I miss intimate conversations.
I'm happy seeing old familiar faces.
I'm happy knowing despite all the changes, we still care for each other.

Babies are such wonderful gifts.

There are so many graces in our everyday lives.

I am grateful. I feel love.
I pray for all of us.